2nd day in collage

I am tired today..
from 9am to 5pm..
run inside new collage..
talking with new friends..
playing some crazy games..
complain the course that i take(but it can not change already)

I lost a lot of power today..

I want go to diploma..
there's a lot of people there..
i don't want be alone..
huahua.....

It can not be....

1st day in collage...

wake up at 7 o'clock..
ready at 8.30..
go to collage 9.05..

get new 3 friend..
new lecture..
new activity..
hear a lot of new rules....
walking around the collage..

go home at 4.00
share this experience with friends....

tired.............

First Day in 2010

Today, my new life come....
I am not high school student...
I am collage student..
This year i will do my best....

My resolution are :
1. be my self
2. love all people around me
3. be better person
4. i must confident with my self
5. all i need now is focus to my study

jia you.....

GO TO LANGKAWI (LAST TRIP FOR S3)

1 november, I and my classmates(only S3) went to Langkawi island and back to penang 3rd November. We get a lot of experience there. Go to a lot of island is the amazing things. Now some of us get sunburn...My skin is really pain now. huahuahua.....

We arrived around 11.30 at langkawi. After lunch, we go to our apartment(rent). We also rent 2 car there.10 of us divided into 2 car. the first car, there are jermine, jia jenq, teng teng, viriya and opal as driver. I. jessi , Sebastian, William and Li kiew as driver.At aparment, we get new problem, that people said, the apartment only fo 4 person. After get a new idea, we can sole this problem. that time, i am very angry and bad mood.Maybe it is because, it was very very hot. with a map, we went to KOTA MAHSURI, go-kart and have seafood dinner at CENANG BEACH.
At night, some of us played card, but I, jessi, opal, and sebastian prefer go to sleep because next day we must wake up earlier.

Second day i langkawi, we go to Island hopping and mangrove tour. In the morning, I waked up at 6 am, I can't sleep. after that one by one the other also waked up and taked a bath. we only get breakfast with bread and chocolate jam. Island hopping, we go to 3 island. There are pantai dayan bunting, pantai beras basah,and pantai..(i forgot the name, but there we can feeding the eagles).there are lake in pantai dayan bunting. This island called "bunting" means pregnant because the shape of this island really like pregnant woman.Pantai beras basah is the most beautiful island that i never seen before. The water is really blue and clean.we also went to Fish Farm in thistrip and also at mangrove tour.We got our seafood brakfast at Pantai Cenang.After lunch, we go to mangrove tour.At mangrove tour, we go to Kilim river, bat cave and also goa kelelawar. Its also bautiful mangrove.At last, we got our lunch at MArryBrown and bought chocolates.

The second night, we( not including sebastian and teng2) share our feeling and opinion. we also told our story.I like this moment when we can share and talk face to face. It's very meaningful for me. We can know each other better than before. I want to gather for a long time like that, but we didnt have enough time.

The last day, we go to cable car and Telaga tujuh waterfall. There is sky bridge in Langkawi. we must go to top the mountain to see it. We can see LAngkawi from the top.It's very amazing and fantastic.Before that, we only got our breakfast at "warung". The food just like that. Nothing special. after that, we continued our journey to Telaga tujuh waterfall.We must hiking to go to the top. so tired, but we want to go to the top. We can see amazing waterfall and also have free fish spa there. hahaha.... At 5.15, we went back to Penang. In the ferry, we are shaking. The AC is very cold. one cloth is not enough for us. I also can saw sunset on the journey...


The trip is over but our friendship is never over. I promise it. Happy and sad together there.... I really appreciate this time....
LOVE U GUYS....TT

Over ald

UEC is over...
But how about the result???
hahahaa....
give up about it...
Hope all be OK....

Now, I and friends ready for our trip to Langkawi...
go go go.....^^

UEC lai le....

Yesterday for Physics
Today for Chemistry


I think my physics will be fail
I can't do that
it;s so hard for me

However, this chem...
I have confident to do it....
but not sure for the result

BM UEC

UEC exam start from today until next week....
today is BM exam....
I hope i can score B for this lesson...
But, why rumusan so difficult...
i have not enough time to do it...
At least , i wrote half of it,....
hua hua hua...
hope all will Ok...

Today also Jermine's B'day...
Happy B'day for him..
Hope u all the best....^^

2days b4 UEC

Bio.. chem.... mat... eng... all on my table...
huh....
so boring look them everyday.....

if u ask me, am i nervous....
I have a little....

however time gone very fast....
Sometimes i cannot arrange my time for every subject....

LOLZ

4 days b4 UEC

Holiday.. holiday..
make me lazy...
this 4 days i must fight with my laziness.....

Chemistry, math, Bio, english...
all of them...

OMG.....
i am K.O.

hehe.....

However, my parent gave me permission go to langkawi with my classmates after the exam..
yeah2..
can't wait that day....

6 days b4 UEC

Today, i go home earlier from school...
HCHS let us go home earlier...

However, before that we must help them to move all our table and chair to another class..
They want to take our class. So from now on, we don't have class..(for science class=== no class for this year)..
But i am not really care about it..

Today, i have planning don't want to go to school.But i have question with my chemistry.. unfortunately, NBL didn't come to school today.... really unlucky....

Yesterday, i called my parent...
he said some of my family in Padang moved to another city because scared of earthquake..
LOLz..
My parent and my grandpa will not move....
They still have a lot of things to do in Padang.
I hope they will be OK..
I don't want look they are suffering there...
As long as they are happy, I am also happy.....

Today, i concentrate with my Biology...
Biology sometimes really s*cks..
The question really hard, but the answer so easy...
There are a lot of trap inside too..
So be careful
^^

7days before UEC

Thursday,
7 days before UEC.

Today a lot of people who i know celebrate their birthday...

Diana will celebrate her birthday with Barbecue...
And sorry to Sebastian.. we can't celebrate ur birthday at school..
We are too busy and don't have time to go out.....

My Idol(Donghae) also birthday today...
Wish them all the best...

Today i borrow biology text book from library...
I don't know i can read all of them or not..
but at least, i do my best.....

I did all Add math pass year already...
I think i can do it..
But sometimes i forget how to do it....

hehehe...
I have short memory for studying......

In this 7 days, i must take care my self and studying hard...
like my BM teacher wrote in my friendship book..
1% lucky and 99% hardworking.....

hope my lucky more than 1% when i do my examination...
wakaka....

Wednesday..
8days before UEC

Today is my farewell in choir society.
We ate Pizza and McD together...
Today we also celebrate manlyn's b'day....

Today, i become more lazy than yesterday..
I am not feeling well and i always want to sleep....

When my chem teacher asked, "Any question??"
I feel i have a lot question but if i asked her, i think she will say"all in the notes"
I know i am not good in it....
i feel i like a stupid person...

I already try to understand it.. but still now, i really can't remember or understand it completely...

Whatever i thinking about..
I hope i can do my best in UEC and this will not make her disappointed.

I must say "jia you" to my self....

9 days b4 UEC

Tuesday,
9 days before

i did a lot of revision...
not only me, all my classmate also really serious at studying.

After did my revision, i don't think can score a lot of subject....
Maybe i will give up about physics...
until now, i can't understand it and i don't like it too....

I read my biology when i am typing in my blog...
Biology....
huh.. make my brain tired...
I feel i can do that. but the question in UEC always hard... WE really need to think a lot to get the answer..
The question is really complicated.. but the answer really easy....
It reduce my confidence....
LOLz...

Note:today wheeseung's song accompany me when i am studying...
his new song really make me relax.....
wakaka....^^

fren or not???

Sometimes i am afraid...
sometimes i am not thinking seriously about that...

I just want to find someone who can hear voice from my heart..
someone who understand me...
Someone who can support me....

not only when i am in good condition...
but when i am down.. when i am sad.. when i have problem..

Now.. people around me just thinking about happiness..
when they are happy with me.... they will come to me..

however... when i am down..
they will leave me alone...
or maybe just say" calm down... don't be sad..."
Only that.....

Until now....
i still don't understand...
What is friend????
Who are they??
what they want???

hahahahaha
It's weird, is not it????

Earthquake at Padang

I had finished my trial exam ald. Today is my art UEC exam... I hope i can pass it... I only have 25% confident about it.
30th September, There was earthquake at padang with 7.6SR.It give Padang big trouble.A lot of people died and houses broken.My family is fine but my grandpa's house broken ald.It has 4 floor from the beginning.Now we can see the third floor only. until now, still no electric. So sad. I don't know what i must do for them. I only can ask their condition and pray from here.Everyday my mind only at Padang. I saw alot of video and photo in FB. Wow, very big disaster. My lovely home town. I can't recognise it. Ce kamek who swam at Ambacang hotel, until now the Sars still can't find her. I hope she still alive. I don't want everybody there suffering.huahuahua
Yesterday, WeiQi's family came to Penang. Her father said, now At Padang really suffering. U can smell the died body everywhere. It's very uncomfortable.There also not enough food. I heard from him, the rice with fried egg and chili is sold at Rp15000,00.......The pretrol Rp15000,00/liter....
The goverment still not help the chinese at padang. It is very unfair. German, japan, Aussie send al to of food, medical and so on,However the chinese didn't get it. What happen with this world...
Where i can complain this problem???? To whom????

1 day b4 trial UEC

1 day before trial, I still went to prangin.
Eitz.. i have reason why i go there. I brought the present for viriya an vincent.
28th sept is their b'day.
huahua....
I have a little jealous.
I only celebrate my b'day at indo.
When i can celebrate it with my friends.
huh.. i think when i celebrate my b'day at indo is a little boring.
Sometimes people around me can forget my b'day.
so sad.....
I hope this year, everybody remember my b'day...
hehehehheehe...........

2 days before trial UEC

Time keeps walk.....
I only stand there.....
Sometimes i want to fly.It's too hard.
All that i read, i can't memorize it..
All that i practice, i still forget it how to do..
Wad i must do now.
the one who can help me is myself.
However i don't have enough confident for that.
Looking at my friends, they are more clever than me.
I am jealous them (only at studying) for this time.
TT

Mom is busy for relax in Jakarta.
Dad has turned off his phone.
huh...
No one in my family remember me here.
They gather together now in Indonesia..
I feel like abandoned.....(choy....i should not thinking like that)
huahuahuahua.....
When i go back to Indo, they will busy with their activities..
When i can gather together with them and go somewhere we can play and laugh together....
huahuahua...
I miss that time when i was a kid.....
Can i go back to that time?

Farewell for "Dota"

We call xu jian an lao shi as "dota"...
Today i celebrate farewell party for him including jermin, jessi, han. only 4 of us.
At the first, opal n viriya also want to join... however, they suddenly said they couldn't..
I really hate this. B4 that one of them promis us, but suddenly go home with reason " sleepy".
that's really non sense. I hate person who promise but can't done it by herself. how come?
this is only small case, only 1 hours... cann't meh...
Huh.... so tired with person like her.....
If i tell her, she will not accept my advise....
SWT........

Today, i still can't control my emotion. My feeling explode. I want to angry until i want to cry. but i can't cry.
I forgot when i cry for last time...Maybe last year.. yeah.. that's rite... last year....
My tears can't come out easily. I promise that...
I am strong girl....
I only cry only for my family or people i love.......

yeah...
Big girl don't cry

attention... i need it....fren

What is the real meaning of friend?
A lot of people told me of the meaning... there are different with i feeling know....
I feel like stupid people around them.

However one of them make me like her robot...I always beside her when she need friend to share.. 3years already i with her.she still can not read my thinking although i tell her some of my feeling... When there are another friend, she will leave me behind and ignore me... The another friend is always always do everything with herself and only care of herself.

I am not praise my self, but i always tell myself that i live now to serve people around me, give them attention when their sad, accompany them. I am tired already. I tried to stop this "activities" but i feel i am not like my self. Sometimes i also want someone get attention.Who can do that for me?
I also want to share what i am feeling to my friend. But i am not to to express my feeling.10 years later who can be my real friend???

Trial Exam coming soon in this 2 weeks

I still have 2 weeks before trial exam.. I am trying to keep away my laptop from my view.. I think i success ald.. But today, sebastian asked me to check viriya's video... huh... "be tahan liao"... After found it, i stared to find the other think.. the most important is the news about korea... I am crazy of it.. hahaha.....
Now i don't have feeling to exam... how come...???? all my friend start to study hard.... but i don't know they can or not.... hihihi..... However i hope i can get 3B's in my UEC... N my parent no need to spend alot of money for my foundation... Amien